foresight

I know what you will do,
what she will say
I know how my heart will break
and what shall I say?
Thank you God for this pain?

chatterley

I wish he knew that he was losing me.
Thought it was I he had,
me ,he had captured.
But, I ,
slip through his fingers even now
and I dont want to ,
I dont know how not to.
My heart is wild ,
my mind even more so.
More than he knows,
more than I know.

on her way

Ive got to stop wanting to love you,
I heard,
she said,
passerby shouted solicited advice into cell phone attached to her head.
And then ,
it was clear?
unforgivably.
That i should let go?
unmistakably.

something small

You calm the inward storms,
wind , rain and threat ceases.
You never knew ,
did you my friend?
what you do,
what you do,
what you do.
Head to the sky,perceiving,
you watch for their coming,
you celebrate their depart,
hold my eyes steady on the going through.
My deepest,
my sincerest,
gratitude to you.

regretfully.

I listen.
Ear pressed against layers of lyrics and strings,
harmonies and syncopations,
for any indication,
for what I hope for ,
for what is not sure.
Tonight ,
simplistically,
surely, purely,
child -like.
And what was that you said,
that its all in my head?

gray hair

"Education is teaching our children to desire the right things"
-Plato-
For some reason this quote has been haunting my thoughts..once processed output to follow. .
muse..muse...muse....

late night

its 2a.m.
I cant sleep, damn that hazelnut coffee, damn that wine.
pleasures brevity turned into longevity.
ooo00 the colbert report is on....