unseen

I have been violently living as of late,
impetus, compulsion, compelling me from within .
heart,mind.mouth.hands.eyes.feet.
drawn, forward.
not as so much as to harm self or others,
but violent to live and let live.
to know
to feel
to love
despise
revel
oh to think .
deeply.
profoundly.
wholly.
even in pain . let even that cup be filled , embraced, cemptied.
warm. down throat.
esophagus enter.
exit as tears .
salt preservation.
I have been aggressively living as of late,
pursuant of sensory .
touch.
sound.
taste.
smell.
frustrated by the trivial
distrusting of the transient ,
longing , ready, hoping
to capture
to take hold of
something greater than I
more subsistent than I
more satisfying that I
eyes strain to see
heart longs to feel
hands ache to recall sensory knowledge of
feet pulse to walk