agosto and or the columbian ( I havent learned my lesson yet)

agosto 1.2007.

In the same measure,
in the same form ,
in the same gentleness you have awakened me.
and it was all. skin. teeth. tongue. fingertips. neck .
saliva. lips.
there. here.
---unbeknowst to me
-------these--
the noises . the silences. the words .clothed themselves in desire
giving form to a latent hunger,
stirred,
awakened . barely coherent still,
groggy eyed .
calm, unexpressable.
Behind entanglements of temperance and self control,
of time ,
{of patience}
of apprehension, lest this proves to be false
lest this proves to cause pain
thereby calming reminding me
that self-preservation has been its melody all along .