july 8th. 2007 (revisited)

I thought that this was it.
The hope,
the dream ,
the time,
that would lead to
the touch ,
the kiss.
That would finally release
this desire
this longing,
like a torrent of rain , but it was not .
and the ,
sweet. deep desire ,
turned into the pain of unrequited
of boundaried
of halted
of dammed eros,
..damn eros.